After awhile, I no longer felt like I was human. Everybody hated regular black men, everywhere you turned out here in the Bay Area; and Asians were the worst. Especially, Asian women. I wrote a book about all of the things that I went through to keep from being another n****r behind bars due to justified anger. You could not go outside without being discriminated against out here when I was a young man.
Living in California was worst than the South. Everywhere I turned, people would grimace at the sight of a young black male. I didn't understand why that stuff was happening to me at all. I rarely ever went through things like that in Virginia. I no longer felt like an individual. But, I felt like an amorphous glob. War was outside my front door every day. I had to survive in an environment that was extremely hostile. I developed alot of methods for survival, without turning violent, from living in the SUPER-RACIST Bay Area.
Not every black man will be able to relate to me; as our experiences may be different. However, I wrote my book as a survival guide for black men, especially, young black men, so that they can stay REAL MEN. I saw alot of black men get *****ified out here dealing with all of that blatant hostility from other ethnic groups, other brainwashed black men, and hateful black women.
Now, I am a older man, and I don't go through it at all like I used to. Like I said, Asians are seeing how it feels to be black. Let's see how they hold up under the onslaught of racism and hatred coming from everybody else regarding them like blacks had to, and still have to, do.
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